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[Dec. 14th, 2008|04:21 am] |
WAHH WEE HOL - EE - DAZZZEEEEEEE!
hahahaha im just so busy busy busy bzbz bzbzbzbbzbzbz.
day after another my schedule is fixed.
fucking love this life hahaa.
BUT i kinda miss working =X |
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[Nov. 17th, 2008|10:34 am] |
my punctuated exams are finally coming to a full stop.
a huge relief of burden seems to have blown off my head as all that's left is a paper that has 40 questions with 4 choices each.
i hope the relief of burden will not be a sign of future despair but potential happiness,
though i'm highly doubtful of my results as the effort i put in seemed effortless compared to some others.
well, for the temporal anxiety that i will face in 2 day's time,
let me go out and catch up with some of my friends properly,
for the other moments when i'm with my friends,
i seem to have that fucking social/mental/psychological barrier that prevents me from being friendlier than i should.
HAH.
good luck studying the rest of ya!
i need my social relaxation period =D
it keeps me sane and janan. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2008|11:59 pm] |
the papers have just arrived at my doorsteps and i am so eager to flip through every single page till I'm done.
GP'S OVER!
what a great relief.
i guess i won't get the A i managed to pull in O's for english.
soo.. lets not be too upset over what's over.
history will always be there for us to learn from.
HAH |
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| Time is of essence, spend it wisely. |
[Oct. 6th, 2008|09:49 pm] |
Everything we do, big or small is governed by the ticks of our clocks.
I believe that nothing is impossible, but within the span of our limited lifespan and health, many things are hard to achieve.
How are we to strike a healthy social life, and at the same time work diligently(study) - hahah.
If my life was without limit and boundaries, the first thing i would do is to make steady and good relationships.
those that are down to Earth and not superficial with personal benefits hidden in the heart where the mouth that spouts deception.
The i would work hard and contribute back to the society, to give and spread the wealth around,
so that in future poverty will scatter and people matured, only to partake in their ambition, be it to clean the floor or save lives.
Communism is an idealism i believe in, but in this democratic world governed mainly by powers of capitalism, it remains an ideal.
After i feel i have given enough - although the society will never receive enough - i would then use the remaining of the money i have earned to spend with my close kins/friends.
This however can never be accomplished for the time it takes far exceeds the benefits if our health deteriorates before the outcome shows. Then let us ask ourselves why are we born into this Earth? What are we to do in our life that God whom ever we choose to believe in destined us to lead. To earn money? HELL NO. People, realize. Money, is an addiction, man-made, luxury. We do NOT need lots of money to be happy. Little is enough. Be satisfied with little money by keeping your expectations low. Do we really have to over consume, do we really have to have a porsche or a lamborghini? The answer I am sure any logical person can answer properly backed by moral reasons. We can lead simple lives without using much money. Lets not be workaholics and waste our PRECIOUS time over working, in the end neglecting what is more important: people. True relationships are not man-made, created via an intriguing spark that is created when two humans meet, only to discover their lives weave together to form a fabric brittle and susceptible to external changes. This knot only strenghtens with time and blossoms with trust.
When we leave this Earth, arguably you might say that the souls of each one is lost, or you might agree with me and say that our souls will meet in some place divine. which ever the case, our money never leaves with us, instead it stays and continues to claw greedy individuals. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2008|12:21 am] |
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i hope i keep my sanity as i start braving tru the tough weeks to come.
A level's are on the way to my comfort and i have to do this right.
time's running out and my body clock still isn't tuned right.
i got to sleep now. before the killer weather strikes again. |
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| quote of janan |
[Sep. 11th, 2008|03:25 pm] |
To Love, is to let go of ALL your Insecurities
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[Sep. 9th, 2008|10:17 pm] |
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i find The Noose very very enjoyable. |
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[Aug. 31st, 2008|11:07 am] |
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life's never the same without technology.
my phone's with manda for 1 day only and i feel so unorganized.
i don't know what to do,
although i know i'm meeting her but...
if everyday's gonna feel like that i think i gonna have to buy a new phone!
LOL. lucky for me i have a computer..
can watch BLEACH surf net learn some new stuff bout the world that i never knew about.
know a lil more bout the girl who can tear me down and bring me back up all over again.
all these partying going around the world.
this consumer hungry business is out to hunt us and make these events feel like it's cool, young and vibrant.
the power it wields to tear people apart and attract opposites together is overwhelming.
while others continue to include themselves in this trend.
let me think of reasons why i would include myself.
and think why people do things they do..
for maybe for some, there is no reason at all.
my thoughts are floating fast away. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2008|09:26 pm] |
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life... the essence of our bodies, is different to everyone.
i really want to know what life is like for everyone?
what do we want to achieve and fulfill in this short life span give by grace to us,
over the countless other microscopic gametes.
is this life we so fortuitously got anointed with,
lets live it to the fullest, not saying to live a hedonistic lifestyle,
but instead participate in fulfilling activities that make us happy
and not trap ourselves in any melancholic times,
maybe invest part of our lives for the bliss in time to come can be a more optimistic action?
for the pleasure derived with effort put into achieve any results will definitely be gratifying. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2008|10:36 pm] |
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korean dramas,
Zhao Anna Zhang Dexiu
HAHAH so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
FUCK STUDY.
2 chempapers,
english words,
theories and concepts of world issues.
mathematics
bio?
DEAD LA |
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| National Day Rally |
[Aug. 17th, 2008|07:29 pm] |
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Roughly quoting on the example of a man going to the ROM looking for traits for a partner: "i want an independent partner.. she must also be totally submissive..... This is ironic." says Mr Lee, however it irks me that what he says is more ironic. It is perfectly fine to say that woman nowadays have evolved and modernized, becoming increasingly firm on themselves, but it definitely is not fine to say that a man asking for a totally submissive wife is illogical, especially when there are laws that ALLOW husbands to rape their wife. I myself maybe a strong believer of equality amongst human, thus bringing me to such length in trying to address this deep hurt i feel when i heard of this short speech. I know he has his own difficulties trying to solve the problem of birthrates and marriages, trying hard to coax us into lowering our expectations for marriage, but will this actually see to a stable birthrate in the future? or will it result in a stable birthrate paired with an increase in depression/suicide/divorce rates. Doesn't seem like a nice future to look forward to does it? shall we try to change the root of the problem; the forced hectic schedules we all are born into, the insecurities we get from the self-sustaining lifestyle we must adopt due to lack of better government care - forcing us to put career over relationships. this may not be the only problem but time, being the universal limiting factor to all our human activities. well, handling a country will never be easy, but i'm sure that hiding the truth from policies like E.R.P or religious places renovation is definitely disturbing. Nonetheless Singapore has come a long way, maybe throughout this long road power and responsibilities are now slowly becoming a burden and target to achieve. lets see what other fears will be instilled to us ants, so that when we start panicking and dispersing from our orderliness, a single leader of any sort who can fray his/her charisma will lead us all back to the entrance of our anthole where we will feel safe and secure.
This post maybe biased thus is waiting for alternative views to criticize this argument of mine! just one aspiration to be a journalist =D |
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[Aug. 9th, 2008|08:22 pm] |
people around me start to panic.
putting halts to their social lives,
whilst i'm still wasting my days away.
throwing them down the hill,
with just entertainment in barter trade for time.
it's time i wake up.
from this year long slumber of mine.
time to join the norm amongst those we ostracize.
to flee home after the last bell of school
and to stare at textbooks till the sky turns dark.
repeating this cycle as though a hamster on its treadmill. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2008|07:23 pm] |
i think i should just keep this thing so as to read bout my friends' memoirs.
stuff i write for my friends goes out further to other friends which i do not want them to know.
how am i supposed to keep what i feel only to a few friends i trust.
it's hard ain't it!
so yea i guess further posts will just be for myself to reminisce.
k bye |
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[Jul. 10th, 2008|10:44 pm] |
finally got down to studying!
but i only managed to finish estimation.
OMG.
USELESS BUM! |
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| SCHOOL LIBRARY |
[Jul. 4th, 2008|10:25 am] |
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i miss you |
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[Jun. 30th, 2008|03:28 pm] |
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ain't i good at editing hahahhaha.
so very tired after chem spa!
i'm going to bed!
meeting the kayaking gang later!
hahaha rowena so nice to celebrate with me! |
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| first post? |
[Jun. 29th, 2008|02:12 pm] |
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haha. first time posting on LJ.
chem spa tmr and i havent started.
i have to start studying before i forfeit my chance in local U.
or should i just go overseas to study.
or SIM.
or drive a garbage truck.
be a paperboy. |
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